Thursday, 2 September 2010

A whole new world?

well....not quiet.
that's just a cool song from Aladin
in our case, you me, the two houses down neighbour, is always pretty much the same one, but changes are allowed and I think it's time for some huge ones in my little world.
I wish I had the discipline to keep up with stuff in order to keep some people I love a bit more informed, but that's somehow not happening and at this point in life I just don't want to force anything....

I had an episode last week, in which I found yet another lump this time in the other breast, ending yesterday without much stress from my part and almost none by my consultant, who just came at me with the needle,aspirated and went: there you go!
so, it wasn't anything, just a cyst, something which apparently I have many.
Of all this I am left with a very, very bad head cold, the reason I m awake at 4 am and doing something I have not done for a LONG time, like writing here...

So...along the lines of wrecking my brain trying to work out why life is so bleeming unfair, I work out that I need some serious changes, as the physichal ailments keep taking hold of my body, I need to have less responsabilities in order to enjoy them more,but you will work out everything that's going on as it happens, because very little of what happens in my life is planned..

For the time being, I am super proud, happy, delighted and over the moon not only to have been selected to do a guest spot this month for Captivated Visions and invited to Connie Prince for the same position, but also somehow, like a magic spell I see myself having a blast @ MyeDeLeon's team, a wonderful Philipinne girl who has waht it takes to make my heart tick, but also @ the Team of one of my all times favorites designers, Isabel Mendez.

The pages flow when one is in love with the designers, so that is not problem whatsoever to me, but on the other hand, the writing lines evade me and that's the majaor reason why I haven't updated stuff here....
There are times in which words are better left unsaid.

I hugely thank everyone who has been messaging me and apologyse for not returning your concern...these are fast paced, weird times for me, where I am the very first one suprised to the fact that I'm more and more withdrawing from public events or even phone calls....but I guess this is what age and illnesses would do to most....

Here are some of my last pages for the Teams, and I really, really hope I will be able to keep up with this responsably...in which case...I'll see you soon! :)

SweetDigiScraps by Liz's Secret Crush

Me,Myself & I, again by the woenderful hand of Liz @ SweetDigiScraps

and again SweetDigiScraps, same kit as above but with the added marvel of the Extras by Danyale

Connie Prince's You are a Hoot, coming soon at her stores

Happy Snapper by Captivated Visions, also coming soon at her stores

Expecting, by Isabel Mendez, Crisdam Designs


Mye De Leon, AttaBoy

SnickerdoodleDesignsByKaren, The Artist in Me, available now at the Digital Design Den


these last two are made with Fairyhood by Lilian C Designs, aka Malacima, for whom I am delighted to be able to scrap at any time... :)


well....not quiet.
that's just a cool song from Aladin
in our case, you me, the two houses down neighbour, is always pretty much the same one, but changes are allowed and I think it's time for some huge ones in my little world.
I wish I had the discipline to keep up with stuff in order to keep some people I love a bit more informed, but that's somehow not happening and at this point in life I just don't want to force anything....

I had an episode last week, in which I found yet another lump this time in the other breast, ending yesterday without much stress from my part and almost none by my consultant, who just came at me with the needle,aspirated and went: there you go!
so, it wasn't anything, just a cyst, something which apparently I have many.
Of all this I am left with a very, very bad head cold, the reason I m awake at 4 am and doing something I have not done for a LONG time, like writing here...

So...along the lines of wrecking my brain trying to work out why life is so bleeming unfair, I work out that I need some serious changes, as the physichal ailments keep taking hold of my body, I need to have less responsabilities in order to enjoy them more,but you will work out everything that's going on as it happens, because very little of what happens in my life is planned..

For the time being, I am super proud, happy, delighted and over the moon not only to have been selected to do a guest spot this month for Captivated Visions and invited to Connie Prince for the same position, but also somehow, like a magic spell I see myself having a blast @ MyeDeLeon's team, a wonderful Philipinne girl who has waht it takes to make my heart tick, but also @ the Team of one of my all times favorites designers, Isabel Mendez.

The pages flow when one is in love with the designers, so that is not problem whatsoever to me, but on the other hand, the writing lines evade me and that's the majaor reason why I haven't updated stuff here....
There are times in which words are better left unsaid.

I hugely thank everyone who has been messaging me and apologyse for not returning your concern...these are fast paced, weird times for me, where I am the very first one suprised to the fact that I'm more and more withdrawing from public events or even phone calls....but I guess this is what age and illnesses would do to most....

Here are some of my last pages for the Teams, and I really, really hope I will be able to keep up with this responsably...in which case...I'll see you soon! :)

5 comments:

marit said...

Those are some lovely layouts dear, but I'm more happy that you actually POSTED something so I know you're still alive and kickin' (that's a song too ;)
Hope you have a lovely weekend, say Hi to your daughter and I hope to see another post on your blog soon (but take all the time you need, I don't want to rush you!)

MrsPeel said...

awwwww I know.... I m bad!!!! LOL
will try keep it up, but had a bit of a busy time, a bit of a worrying time...tooo much in my head doesnt allow me to write :(
getting slowly better, so you ll see me soon!
Huggzzz

Tumble Fish Studio said...

Hello! Well I am glad things have turned out relatively okay though it appears you have had your share of stresses and worries. All the more reason I appreciate your recent visit to me and my little issues. I know what it is like when your life seems to be controlled by so many other things - but boy it feels good once you are back in the driver's seat. Maybe that is part of the beauty of things - don't have joy without sadness, growth without stretching, and so on. Can't appreciate the good without something bad to compare it to. Well, anyway, I am glad you are "alive and kickin'" as Marit said!

Your pages are lovely and I hope you have good and peaceful days ahead. Thank you again for your kind words!
marsha

Tumble Fish Studio said...

I had to come back and say thank you for another great visit - I didn't want it to slip away before I responded. You have inspired an art piece - I love the warrior idea! Did you know "Marsha" means warlike? Hee hee. So as soon as I can I think I'll work on that. Anyway, your comments mean so much to me. Thank you dear lady!

Mumure said...

Hi there!
How is life?There is a long long time I have not seen you at DST and just was wondering if everything was alright with you.
I will be in England from Saturday October the 9th until Saturday October the 16th.
So,just let me know if it's always ok for you and if yes,when we can meet us there :o)
My e-amil adress
marysevermorel@yahoo.fr
Thank you for the comment you let about me on Crowabout StudioB blog's.
Youa re such a sweet angel!
Hugs and love
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo